Freakentastic

I want to.

And I’m going to.

Kinda scared but I’m going to do it.

Went up there to take pictures and I’m thinking that hey it’s helping saving a life and it’s just like only a lil bit of time of uncomfortableness. 

So…I even called my mom and asked if she thought that I should do it.

lol.

But yahh. I’m uploading the pictures that I could get because the batteries in my camera died. =[

I hate them.

I want to donate blood though…

and even get more piercings.

But I hate needles.

I don’t know.

I know this one girl who hateeeeed needles really bad but she had SOOOOO many piercings…quite a few in places that I won’t mention. AND she’s like dating this 40-something year old guy [our friend's DAD] and she’s 20. Graduated from here two years ago.

It’s sick.

So I’m pretty tired again which sucks. But this week is almost over! and then I leave early monday morning for Chattanooga. And my mom talked to her uncle Richard [who is by far one of the most hilarious people on earth that I LOVE] and he lives in Chatta. He’s going to come visit us at the hotel Monday night and I haven’t seen him since like 3 years or so ago! And I miss him terribly!

So I’m excited for that! 

But yahh me and Ashley need to go and take pictures for our pages!

=]

So pretty much I’m tired.

Saw a huge spider in the bathroom after my shower when I was fixing my hair. 
It was UGLY. And Big. And I H-A-T-E spiders. My sister was freaking out too which was funny.

And my dog freaks out on the top bunk of my bed. It was kinda cute but I felt bad.

Last night was fun hanging out with Kylee.

Not much else happened.

Had pretty much an uneventful day. so far. It’s only 2nd hour. But yahhhhhh.

So Finnnnnnnally I got my MP3 player to work. Only…the MP3 files I had on my computer were from my cousin Ryan when he visited like two summers ago all the way from Caro [which is near Saginaw and takes a couple of hours to get there. It's a really small town but a bunch of my mom's family lives there.] and he had transferred the music from his MP3 to my computer. So I was lucky to even HAVE those [which is like Bullet for My Valentine, Atreyu, Avenged Sevenfold, Sublime, Uneaterh, August Burns Red,  Insane Clown Posse] which I don’t really mind at all. 

So pretty much, things are going good. 

Haven’t really had more of those times with “L” though I DID find out that him and that something of a girlfriend of his broke up. =]

Which made me smile.

And one of my best friends [L's sister] is ungrounded so we’re hanging out for the first time in a couple months or so. I see her on the bus and everything, but that’s not the same as AcTuAlLy hanging out with her. So yeahh, pretty excited I guess. Since I get to go to their house and maybbbbbbeeee see L. So something. I can only hope haha.

So like, yesterday…my parents gave me the rest of my birthday presents [even though my birthday was 2 weeks ago!.] They couldn’t afford these at the time because of the car. Which I now have pictures of and will put them up soon! 

I got a new digital camera! =] Which I wanted for so long!

And a $100 gift card to the mall. Not a whole lot but still good enough for me. I went shopping last night and got a few things. Still have money left but only like $25! lol.

Then we’re going to be going to Florida next week! Leave at 4 AM on Monday morning and drive until we get to Chattanooga, TN. Then Tuesday morning leave until we reach Orlando. Stay in Orlando until Saturday. Drive on the way home, stay in Knoxville, TN. Then leave on Sunday morning all the way until home. Alot of driving. Talking about 10 hours each time about. But whatever. I’m excited! I’ve been to Indiana, Illinois, Ohio, Tennessee, Kentucky, West Virginia, Virginia, North Carolina, and South Carolina. But this time, I get to go to Georgia and Florida. Yeah, I’ve never been to Florida before. 

well…my weekend was pretty good. haha. So. Not much more to say. 

Comment ASHLEY! 

Yahh so pretty much…something in my neck snapped this morning. I don’t know how or what happened. 

But it suckkkkkks. =\

My mom said that I could have stayed home today…and any other day I would…but today i have 3 tests, a presentation, and my sister is here at school with me. 

I’m just going to ask Krepps before class next hour and see what he says about this whole thing. It felt it like something snapped near my foramen magnum and my vertebral column. Ohh look at me, speaking in human bio terms. lol that lab test yesterday SUCKED. 

So anyways…yahh pretty much killing in the neck. Still might go home. I had one test down. The other two are in 3rd and 5th hour, so Human Biology and Chemistry. 6th hour presentation in Mythology. I’m going to try to stay all day if I can but if the pain becomes TOO unbearable…then I’m going to have to go home. Where it’ll still hurt but I don’t know. 

So I’m out, gotta work on my page. =]

<3

So that guy, we’re going to call him “L”…

he and his girlfriend aren’t together anymore. =]

And he’s been flirting like nonstop lately. Well since yesterday. But his style of flirting is more like picking on and making fun of kinda stuff. But I don’t care.

I’ve liked him for the past three years…I wanna be with him again…and maybe that could happen now.

This morning I was standing outside with a couple of our friends and Josh even said “L’s coming over here.” And I heard him but I didn’t look back or anything, I kept reading what my friend Jackie was reading. Then suddenly, L grabs me at the waist and yelled “don’t jump!” But of course I did and I was pretty taken by surprise. But it’s just so good to be flirting with him again. And to feel his touch again…

Ain’t gunna lie, I like it.

And pretty soon I’m breaking up with my boyfriend/ex-boyfriend. Because yesterday was just the straw that broke the donkey’s back. I couldn’t take his crap anymore so I’m saying screw it.

And now that L is single again and flirting with me, it’s kinda making things work out alot better. I hope me and L could start over and new and he can see that things are different now. But in a good way. =]

I’ve never liked anybody more than I’ve ever liked and cared for L. 

He’s pretty much ahmazing to me. =] <3

Sorry girls, you won’t be able to try out.

You didn’t go to all three so sorry. =] My coach won’t let you.

And you think that it’s funny well you don’t even know what we put into it. A “somersault” won’t cut it. 

Yahh, I’m on the basketball sideline cheer team. And I really don’t care how “embarassing” it would be for you all. I do it because I love cheerleading. I don’t do football or competitive because well basically I can’t do all those gymnastic things…but I also wanna have fun at practice.

You don’t know how hard we work and if you’re just going to show up and think that it’s hilarious and funny and all that…Coach won’t let you on. 

You don’t even know her, so why do you think that you’d be able to waltz in and get a spot when you didn’t even put the time into the conditioning and all the try out days?? Coach won’t let you on if it’s just a stupid joke to you. And for her, you have to show up to all three try out days. 

That just really irritates me. 

Not like any of you would be captain either. 

So what’s the point.

If you actually like cheerleading but don’t want to do competitive…then go ahead and try. But if it’s just for a joke…don’t even go because you’re just wasting Coach’s time.

Anyways…

Where’s that CD, Ash? lol jk. At least you get to sit here on Friday so you can be happy about that.

=]

Was pretty good I guess.

Just a lazy one like usual.

Just wanna graduate. 

I hate my boyfriend.

haha it’s kinda funny.
I mean this kid means almost nothing to me. But I can’t break up with him though. I don’t know. I’m his first girlfriend….which is kinda wierd for me. And he expects me to like be with him forever?

I’m just like DUDE. wtf? We’re just in high school.

And the whole thing about how I feel about that other guy.

I don’t know. My boyfriend goes to Rogers and I hate talking to him almost. He’s BORING!!! and he’s just like doesn’t talk about anything. Then I call him last night and he’s like, “I’m waiting for a call from a cop.” So I say “what the f*** did you do?” “Nothing.” Suree….so he told me to call him today. and I’m just like “you better tell me what the heck is going on.”

He bugs the heck outta me.

Just annoying.

I’m prolly going to break up with him soon. Can’t take anymore of it. 

So there’s this one guy that I’ve liked for the past 3 years. We dated for like a week and had to break up because of something.

It’s a really long story.

But we decided to stay friends [just like the past 14 years] and all of that but it kinda hurts because I still REALLY like him alot.

And I got to see him today. =]

He walked over from Orion today for the first time since we ended it for good.
And like a minute after I asked our friend Josh why he never came over anymore.
Then Josh saw him walking over and of course my hear pounded like always whenever I see him.
Which is basically every morning on the bus but we never talk.

And i don’t know…

It just felt really good to actually hang out with him again…

I hope him and that one girl break up. =]

Cuz I’ll be here waiting for him.