Freakentastic

So that guy, we’re going to call him “L”…

he and his girlfriend aren’t together anymore. =]

And he’s been flirting like nonstop lately. Well since yesterday. But his style of flirting is more like picking on and making fun of kinda stuff. But I don’t care.

I’ve liked him for the past three years…I wanna be with him again…and maybe that could happen now.

This morning I was standing outside with a couple of our friends and Josh even said “L’s coming over here.” And I heard him but I didn’t look back or anything, I kept reading what my friend Jackie was reading. Then suddenly, L grabs me at the waist and yelled “don’t jump!” But of course I did and I was pretty taken by surprise. But it’s just so good to be flirting with him again. And to feel his touch again…

Ain’t gunna lie, I like it.

And pretty soon I’m breaking up with my boyfriend/ex-boyfriend. Because yesterday was just the straw that broke the donkey’s back. I couldn’t take his crap anymore so I’m saying screw it.

And now that L is single again and flirting with me, it’s kinda making things work out alot better. I hope me and L could start over and new and he can see that things are different now. But in a good way. =]

I’ve never liked anybody more than I’ve ever liked and cared for L. 

He’s pretty much ahmazing to me. =] <3