Again…
Not feeling the greatest.
I might call my mom later and ask if it’d be okay if Aaron took me home at lunch if he’d be willing to. She might say yes because she wouldn’t have to pick me up, but I don’t know for sure. My younger sister got to stay home like two days ago or something because “her throat hurt.” Right. I feel like I actually might throw up, I’m tired. I stayed up late last night just reading New Moon. I read the whole book yesterday from after school, took a break at practice, then just kept reading it after practice until 12:30 a.m. When I finally shut the book and went to sleep.
So it issss my fault that I’m tired. But I don’t know why I’m not feeling good.
L and Kylee weren’t on the bus this morning either which didn’t help things.
And this morning I found out that L is prolly going to drop outta school and get his GED then join the military.
*sigh.*
His choice, I’d still support him and everything.
I miss him like crazy.
What Bella went through with Edward in this second book sorta reminded me of me and L. It wasn’t that obsessive or anything and not so really zombie for monthsish…but just the feeling that you really want to be with that someone that you felt such a good connection and then it’s just….gone.
It’s kinda hard.
But I’ll live.
