Freakentastic

Estupidio! 

I freaken hate almost everything today!

I went home yesterday after 4th hour with the worst cramps and everything. It sucked and hurt.

Today is working either. I just want to listen to music. That’s all. I don’t care about anything else. 

Not right now, and it’s kinda funny how people think I do.

I forgot to dress up today like I was supposed to but I don’t really care. I didn’t feel good, still don’t and prolly won’t for a while. But I had to come to school today and tomorrow because of the stupid game on Friday.

And to be quite honest, this blog thing is also pissing me off. The way it keeps saving and stopping my typing. LOL.

Well…Time to look for stuff to put into my “web-based Time Capsule.”

Not feeling the greatest.

I might call my mom later and ask if it’d be okay if Aaron took me home at lunch if he’d be willing to. She might say yes because she wouldn’t have to pick me up, but I don’t know for sure. My younger sister got to stay home like two days ago or something because “her throat hurt.” Right. I feel like I actually might throw up, I’m tired. I stayed up late last night just reading New Moon. I read the whole book yesterday from after school, took a break at practice, then just kept reading it after practice until 12:30 a.m. When I finally shut the book and went to sleep. 

So it issss my fault that I’m tired. But I don’t know why I’m not feeling good.

L and Kylee weren’t on the bus this morning either which didn’t help things. 

And this morning I found out that L is prolly going to drop outta school and get his GED then join the military. 

*sigh.*

His choice, I’d still support him and everything. 

I miss him like crazy. 

What Bella went through with Edward in this second book sorta reminded me of me and L. It wasn’t that obsessive or anything and not so really zombie for monthsish…but just the feeling that you really want to be with that someone that you felt such a good connection and then it’s just….gone. 

It’s kinda hard.

But I’ll live.

He looked so freaken hottttt this morning.

I hate when he wears his hat! It makes him look like 8723940823948 times better! 

=\ waaaah.

I wanted to just go and hug him.

But I was scared.

He wouldn’t have minded. But I mean, still.

My friend Chrissy thinks that me and him are “meant to be together.”

That’s kinda funny since we AREN’T together anymore. =[

I don’t know if we’re going to have another chance.

I Hope.

Nothing I can really do right now. So yahhhs. I’m pretty much still tired as HeCk. 

kinda sick actually,

which isn’t good for quite a few reasons.

Tired, too. Doesn’t help very much.

Got a game tonight. =\ Not really looking forward to it, but since it’s a girl’s game, not a lot of people really go. So whatever. Just gotta suck it up and maybe I get to stay home tomorrow or something. Either way I have a feeling that I’m not going to be feeling good for a while. Or maybe it’s just because I’m tired. Whatever.

“L” watched me get on the bus this morning. Which was like ummm…don’t. haha. I don’t mind, but if I like tripped or something…I guess it’d be something for us to laugh about. 

I was upset that Jackie wasn’t here or Josh so L couldn’t come over from Orion or anything. 

Well, now I’m pretty much zonking out so agh. 

No.
I want a snow day.
This sucks.
There were so many accidents this morning it’s not funny.

I don’t wanna go out for lunch either. bad luck with Aaron’s car.

No way.

Things are going okay lately.

Alot of things on my mind that are kinda stressing and all that.

But I’ll deal.

Hopefully. 

It’s pretty freezing in here. 

To me.

Agh.

Gotta make up some stupid quizzes in a couple classes because of the stupid vacation.

=\

Annndddd…my skirt part of my uniform is like 389478293048930 times too big! So I have to get it tailored. It sucks cuz the other skirts left are like for anorexic girls. Blah blah blah. Sooo…yahh.

That song is stuck in my head.

So the trip to Florida was…LONG. 12 hours the first day which we went through Indiana, a bit of Ohio, Kentucky, and ended in Chattanooga, Tennessee. My great uncle Richard came with his ex-wife that he still lives with, their daughter Angie and her son. He looks like my cousin’s son Jonathon. Jonathon is half mexican. So yahh, and Uncle Rich couldn’t believe that I was 18 already. Last time he saw me, I was 15. 

The next day, we got up and left the hotel at about 10:00 and went through the rest of Tennessee, Georgia, and Florida. Ended up getting to Orlando about 9ish at night. 

The first couple of days were kinda coldish for Florida and were pretty boring. They call 41 degrees a frost. lmao. I thought that was hilarious. Compared to the temps here usually in the winter. But it was pretty nice there for the most part. I got to wear shorts again. =] I missed that.

Friday, we went to Island of Adventures. Alot of money just to get in. And I only rode 2 rides. hah. One of the the rides I rode twice. LONG wait lines. The Incredible Hulk and the Deuling Dragons. The first time I rode the Hulk, I was with my sister Syd, and I ended up having one of the arms of my glasses kinda bent. Can’t notice though. Then the second time, I was with Syd and our dad. There was this like 14 year old guy in front of us and his girlfriend and her friend cut us off. Then he was like all over her, having to kiss her every single time the line stopped moving. It was ridiculous. He even licked her face! Half the time she was pushing him off of her and away from her. It was funny. Then he kept looking back and me and my sister as if trying to impress us or make us jealous. It just made me disgusted. 

Well Saturday morning, we packed and left at 10:00. Got to Nashville at 9:30, because the stupid traffic jams. It was crazy. Sunday morning, we left at 8:30 their time/9:30 our time. Then got home at 9:30 after picking up our dog [I missed like crazy. She was in every single one of my dreams.]

It’s good to be home. 

I got tired of everybody in the family it was crazy. Being stuck in the van for long hours at time. 

I want to.

And I’m going to.

Kinda scared but I’m going to do it.

Went up there to take pictures and I’m thinking that hey it’s helping saving a life and it’s just like only a lil bit of time of uncomfortableness. 

So…I even called my mom and asked if she thought that I should do it.

lol.

But yahh. I’m uploading the pictures that I could get because the batteries in my camera died. =[

I hate them.

I want to donate blood though…

and even get more piercings.

But I hate needles.

I don’t know.

I know this one girl who hateeeeed needles really bad but she had SOOOOO many piercings…quite a few in places that I won’t mention. AND she’s like dating this 40-something year old guy [our friend's DAD] and she’s 20. Graduated from here two years ago.

It’s sick.

So I’m pretty tired again which sucks. But this week is almost over! and then I leave early monday morning for Chattanooga. And my mom talked to her uncle Richard [who is by far one of the most hilarious people on earth that I LOVE] and he lives in Chatta. He’s going to come visit us at the hotel Monday night and I haven’t seen him since like 3 years or so ago! And I miss him terribly!

So I’m excited for that! 

But yahh me and Ashley need to go and take pictures for our pages!

=]

So pretty much I’m tired.

Saw a huge spider in the bathroom after my shower when I was fixing my hair. 
It was UGLY. And Big. And I H-A-T-E spiders. My sister was freaking out too which was funny.

And my dog freaks out on the top bunk of my bed. It was kinda cute but I felt bad.

Last night was fun hanging out with Kylee.

Not much else happened.

Had pretty much an uneventful day. so far. It’s only 2nd hour. But yahhhhhh.